So today I've felt pretty shitty. The whole sperm thing has gotten to me and made me anxious, upset, and sad.
Then I went to look at the sperm donor online that I thought we liked and he's a smoker with no pregnancies. Great.
I go to my shrink appointment, walk through the door, and Margot tells me that her friend calls. Her friend and her husband have been TTC for a while now. Well, she tells me that they're pregnant with twins.
I seriously feel like every one is pregnant except me. I'm so sick and tired of this happening month after month. I feel like it's never going to be my turn.
These past few months are a very futile attempt and I don't understand why just once I can't luck out and strike it lucky.
I hate my life today.
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