Saturday, January 20, 2007

STILL BLEEDING

Okay, I'm feeling pretty shitty about myself today. I've had major brain rot and I feel so overly fat. I've been taking the Glutmetza but my diet has totally sucked and I've gained a lot of weight since the miscarriage.

Plus, I'm still bleeding this stringy brown/black stuff. It's gotten less and less over the days and maybe by next week it will be finished.

I go next week for hopefully my last beta and I think it will probably be zero or pretty low.

If/When we do IVF I would really like to drop 20 pounds before I do it. Even when I became pregnant this most recent time I was regretting that I had gained 15lbs.

Plus, I feel that I worked so hard to lose all of that weight...I've got to keep it off for good.

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