A real bitch.

That's exactly how I feel today. I have been miserable all day and I really don't know what's going on.

I feel like I'm pretty mentally exhausted and tired of being sad. But the reality is... I'm 17 days away from when I was suppose to be due.

So of course that means that any day now I should have been getting ready to have a baby.

I go Friday for my doctor's appointment to see if my lining is thick enough for the frozen embryo transfer.

I'm not sure I could get the news that this didn't work on top of the due date.

Then again...maybe I should just get both crappy times over in one day?